I will not be using blogspot any longer.
You can now reach me here: www.queerkidofcolor.wordpress.com
or you can now simply type in www.queerkidofcolor.com
I have many readers and I would really like it if you can all move with me.
I have been pondering this and I think wordpress is easier. I can create new pages and its all free.
So come on in and enjoy the read on my wordpress blog.
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Me, The confusion
This is very informal, so...
Okay...so,
I'm back in New York City. Everyone clap.
Gosh, I love the city. Love it. Although it may not be the place I will reside forever, it will always be the number 1 love of my life. I have pains and joys with this city. If I never get in a relationship. That's ok. I'll always have New York City.
I'm here in NYC for spring break. I came two days early, why? Well, because I got suspended from school. Dont ask why.
While I'm here I'm helping my sister plan her Sweet 16. She's doing a TERRIBLE job at it. Horrible. Gosh, she's lucky to have a gay { or bisexual?} brother who is going to be planning this sweet 16 as though it was his own. So far her colors are pink and white. And I came up with the cute idea of everyone coming in pink or white or pink and white. She's having 8 boys and 8 girls for her court of honor. She's allowed to have a maximum of 400 people there. She deserves it. She deserves everything my mother gives her. That child is so unselfish and so giving and caring. Every penny she gets she gives it to my mom, every chance she gets to help out a person in need she's there, she isn't greedy, she shares. I cant even bitch about my mom throwing her this sweet 16. I expect my mom to go broke after this. She's paying my college tuition while still sending me weekly allowances for school. I guess its what she says, you will never know the love a mother has for her child until you have your own children. I plan on having 14 kids; Five from Jared, Five from Joey, two from Shawn QT, one from Marz, and one from Trent.
Random thought: Tell me how I went to TWO different braiding salons and both of them wanted to put extensions on my hair. Are you nuts?
So, while I'm here in NYC I plan to meet up with Sir Intellectual. Who is suppose to be some guy I like. Or I think I like. Or maybe I'm infatuated? I dont know. I'll forget it out before I leave.
I text messaged him last night and told him to call me if he felt like talking. I guess he didn't.
I called up The Christian [a guy I use to "hang out" with] yesterday and asked if we could meet before I leave on the 25th and his response was something to the tone of damn thats so close. He's "straight" now. I guess he's afraid of me.
I wonder what my first date with someone should be like?
Okay...so,
I'm back in New York City. Everyone clap.
Gosh, I love the city. Love it. Although it may not be the place I will reside forever, it will always be the number 1 love of my life. I have pains and joys with this city. If I never get in a relationship. That's ok. I'll always have New York City.
I'm here in NYC for spring break. I came two days early, why? Well, because I got suspended from school. Dont ask why.
While I'm here I'm helping my sister plan her Sweet 16. She's doing a TERRIBLE job at it. Horrible. Gosh, she's lucky to have a gay { or bisexual?} brother who is going to be planning this sweet 16 as though it was his own. So far her colors are pink and white. And I came up with the cute idea of everyone coming in pink or white or pink and white. She's having 8 boys and 8 girls for her court of honor. She's allowed to have a maximum of 400 people there. She deserves it. She deserves everything my mother gives her. That child is so unselfish and so giving and caring. Every penny she gets she gives it to my mom, every chance she gets to help out a person in need she's there, she isn't greedy, she shares. I cant even bitch about my mom throwing her this sweet 16. I expect my mom to go broke after this. She's paying my college tuition while still sending me weekly allowances for school. I guess its what she says, you will never know the love a mother has for her child until you have your own children. I plan on having 14 kids; Five from Jared, Five from Joey, two from Shawn QT, one from Marz, and one from Trent.
Random thought: Tell me how I went to TWO different braiding salons and both of them wanted to put extensions on my hair. Are you nuts?
So, while I'm here in NYC I plan to meet up with Sir Intellectual. Who is suppose to be some guy I like. Or I think I like. Or maybe I'm infatuated? I dont know. I'll forget it out before I leave.
I text messaged him last night and told him to call me if he felt like talking. I guess he didn't.
I called up The Christian [a guy I use to "hang out" with] yesterday and asked if we could meet before I leave on the 25th and his response was something to the tone of damn thats so close. He's "straight" now. I guess he's afraid of me.
I wonder what my first date with someone should be like?
Monday, March 12, 2007
At 22, Trey is HIV positive
This is his story.
Queer Kid of Color: When did you contract the virus?
Trey: October 14 2005 is when I found out, but I believe I was positive for half a year before that.
Queer Kid of Color:How old were you then?
Trey: Just turned 21.
Queer Kid of Color: Did you know you were HIV positive before getting tested?
Trey: No I didn’t.
Queer Kid of Color: Did you contract anyone else?
Trey: One ex.
Queer Kid of Color: What was your initial reaction to getting the news?
Trey: How do I tell my family when the doctor told me in my gut I already knew I was.
Queer Kid of Color: How did your family take it?
Trey: Mostly cried. Some still don’t know but they hound me am i ok, all the time type questions.
Queer Kid of Color: Does being HIV positive affect you dating and being in relationships?
Trey: Yes. No one wants me no matter how sexy I am, they rather date someone who they don’t know is than date someone they know is.
Queer Kid of Color: Why do you think people the rate among Black gay men is so high?
Trey: Cause so many get hurt and jump into the next relationship one after the next and so they do what’s needed to try and keep that person and with that being careless and just fuck.
Queer Kid of Color: Is that why you think you became positive?
Trey: No I became positive do to my ex, he was cheating and I saw the signs but I loved him and was blinded and allowed myself to get caught up.
Queer Kid of Color: Are you looking to be in a relationship? Do you find yourself desperate at times?
Trey: Yes I am and yes I do sometimes. It becomes depressing. Especially when u like the feeling of being loved.
Queer Kid of Color: Are you optimistic on finding love?
Trey: Not really, I’ve given up.
I saw Trey's profile on myspace and in it he revealed his HIV positive status, I thought that that was very brave.
Queer Kid of Color: When did you contract the virus?
Trey: October 14 2005 is when I found out, but I believe I was positive for half a year before that.
Queer Kid of Color:How old were you then?
Trey: Just turned 21.
Queer Kid of Color: Did you know you were HIV positive before getting tested?
Trey: No I didn’t.
Queer Kid of Color: Did you contract anyone else?
Trey: One ex.
Queer Kid of Color: What was your initial reaction to getting the news?
Trey: How do I tell my family when the doctor told me in my gut I already knew I was.
Queer Kid of Color: How did your family take it?
Trey: Mostly cried. Some still don’t know but they hound me am i ok, all the time type questions.
Queer Kid of Color: Does being HIV positive affect you dating and being in relationships?
Trey: Yes. No one wants me no matter how sexy I am, they rather date someone who they don’t know is than date someone they know is.
Queer Kid of Color: Why do you think people the rate among Black gay men is so high?
Trey: Cause so many get hurt and jump into the next relationship one after the next and so they do what’s needed to try and keep that person and with that being careless and just fuck.
Queer Kid of Color: Is that why you think you became positive?
Trey: No I became positive do to my ex, he was cheating and I saw the signs but I loved him and was blinded and allowed myself to get caught up.
Queer Kid of Color: Are you looking to be in a relationship? Do you find yourself desperate at times?
Trey: Yes I am and yes I do sometimes. It becomes depressing. Especially when u like the feeling of being loved.
Queer Kid of Color: Are you optimistic on finding love?
Trey: Not really, I’ve given up.
I saw Trey's profile on myspace and in it he revealed his HIV positive status, I thought that that was very brave.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Can you tell I'm pissed?
HIV/AIDS: Conspiracy & Scheme
It’s official. The world is decaying. It isn’t due to global warming, ignorance, belligerence, and uneducated Black men. No. It’s because we are failing to realize that there is a plot against us--the human race. And gay men of color are at the forefront of it all. Who would have known, a disease that one Homosexual white man caught would take the lives of 22 million with another 44 million victims to its conquest.
I don’t get it: why can’t people get it? Why are people still getting infected! Why?! Why can’t people exercise accountability? Get tested. Put the fucking condom on. Stay monogamous. I don’t care that you’re in love, and you trust your man not to fuck around with the next homo. Or that you’re usually in the heat of passion and you don’t have time to put on the rubber. I’m tried of seeing people that look like ME, talk like ME, walk like ME, are a part of the same agenda as ME becoming a part of an always increasing statistic.
The only method to preserving the human race, the only method to assure safety lies within the context of one world and that word is responsibility. And guess what? It’s free. You don’t have to walk to the nearest organization to pick it up, or ask your partner to wear it, it isn’t something you have to carry, and it’s not a material. You wake up with it, you eat with it, and you shower with it. Why not use it?
It’s official. The world is decaying. It isn’t due to global warming, ignorance, belligerence, and uneducated Black men. No. It’s because we are failing to realize that there is a plot against us--the human race. And gay men of color are at the forefront of it all. Who would have known, a disease that one Homosexual white man caught would take the lives of 22 million with another 44 million victims to its conquest.
I don’t get it: why can’t people get it? Why are people still getting infected! Why?! Why can’t people exercise accountability? Get tested. Put the fucking condom on. Stay monogamous. I don’t care that you’re in love, and you trust your man not to fuck around with the next homo. Or that you’re usually in the heat of passion and you don’t have time to put on the rubber. I’m tried of seeing people that look like ME, talk like ME, walk like ME, are a part of the same agenda as ME becoming a part of an always increasing statistic.
The only method to preserving the human race, the only method to assure safety lies within the context of one world and that word is responsibility. And guess what? It’s free. You don’t have to walk to the nearest organization to pick it up, or ask your partner to wear it, it isn’t something you have to carry, and it’s not a material. You wake up with it, you eat with it, and you shower with it. Why not use it?
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Liberals, Conservatives
If you haven't yet posted your virgin story please do so.
Ok I have two questions:
Is God a conservative or a liberal?
Is Santa Claus a conservative or a liberal?
Think hard.
I'll reveal the answer tomorrow.
UPDATE: march 9: OK, so here are the answers from yesterday's questions. Captain, wrong answer. Although I didn't know you still read my blog.
The answer for number 1:
Is God a conservative or liberal? God is a conservative! Because if He were a liberal there wouldn't be the ten commandments there would be the ten suggestions. Because you know liberals love suggesting things and not going by the law. :cheese: **smiles**
Is Santa Claus a liberal or conservative? Santa Claus is a liberal. Because you know how liberals love giving things away. Hence, the two presidential elections to Bush.
Ok I have two questions:
Is God a conservative or a liberal?
Is Santa Claus a conservative or a liberal?
Think hard.
I'll reveal the answer tomorrow.
UPDATE: march 9: OK, so here are the answers from yesterday's questions. Captain, wrong answer. Although I didn't know you still read my blog.
The answer for number 1:
Is God a conservative or liberal? God is a conservative! Because if He were a liberal there wouldn't be the ten commandments there would be the ten suggestions. Because you know liberals love suggesting things and not going by the law. :cheese: **smiles**
Is Santa Claus a liberal or conservative? Santa Claus is a liberal. Because you know how liberals love giving things away. Hence, the two presidential elections to Bush.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
What's YOUR story?
Ok, people...Here's my SECOND attempt to get your virgin stories. Also, I'll be announcing the my blogger event people next monday. I still need two others though! So, if you want to participate and get interviewed and interviewing a blogger email me at queerkidofcolor@yahoo.com
Ok, um, I've asked people for their virgin stories before and no one's shared. But I've heard some by ear before:
A close friend of mines told me he lost it to a girl at camp...or was it a retreat? I dont quite remember.
Someone else told me that they've FORGOTTEN.
I REFUSE to have any of these become my story. Im losing my virginity to someone special.
So anyways I dare you to share your virginity story in my comment box.
And if you're a virgin, feel free to create a fantasy about the way you wish to lose it.
Marz dont throw shade.
Jared we're going to be kiking it this weekend on the phone.
Shawn DEFINITELY share yours.
Trent dont get smart with it.
And Omar stay intellecutal.
I cant call everyone out. But try to share.
::cheese::
**smiles**
Ok, um, I've asked people for their virgin stories before and no one's shared. But I've heard some by ear before:
A close friend of mines told me he lost it to a girl at camp...or was it a retreat? I dont quite remember.
Someone else told me that they've FORGOTTEN.
I REFUSE to have any of these become my story. Im losing my virginity to someone special.
So anyways I dare you to share your virginity story in my comment box.
And if you're a virgin, feel free to create a fantasy about the way you wish to lose it.
Marz dont throw shade.
Jared we're going to be kiking it this weekend on the phone.
Shawn DEFINITELY share yours.
Trent dont get smart with it.
And Omar stay intellecutal.
I cant call everyone out. But try to share.
::cheese::
**smiles**
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Yes, I know.
School, how nice? I’m failing one of my classes. Or so I think I’m failing one of my classes. Gosh, I can’t believe this. I think its part in fact because I’m dedicating so much time to work and my writing. I think that’s it. Not only that I’m working on a short film and I don’t feel like I’m getting any assistance and I go into production in two weeks! I’m really nervous. Last summer, I think I did a sloppy job at being organized, but this time even though I’m four and a half hours away from the city, I’m doing my best to rearrange things here.
I have this incredible idea for an HIV prevention campaign. I just don’t know how to start with getting organizations to see it and want to provide some funds to make it. I’m tired of seeing these ads with depressing faces of men with HIV and am tired of seeing the same ads with “wear a condom” it’s becoming in many ways annoying. I understand the urgency for getting tested, but please stop trying to insert fear into people’s minds.
I think I might have met another guy. We’re talking. I call him Sir Intellectual. I’ve talked about The Christian, a former crush of mines, but I wont talk about Sir Intellectual he too reads my blog, so I wont talk about him…not yet anyways.
I think this summer I’m going to look at my image more carefully. This summer I will spend $30 extra dollars on those DKNY jeans, and $15 extra dollars on that nice Ralph Lauren shirt. I will. Thanks Marz.
I miss working for Keith Boykin. I only worked as his assistant for a short period of time, but I learned so much for him.
I love Jasmyne Cannick. Gosh, I don’t even know that woman, yet I know I love her.
I’m interviewing Maurice Jamal regarding his upcoming film B Boy Blues. I’m excited.
One of my teachers told me that she enjoys reading my work because I’m so aggressive with what I say and don’t make light of the fact that I’m a culture critic. I get a long with her. She too is a conservative.
I’m getting annoyed with the way Jared’s parents are treating him. But one thing Jared needs to know that it’s ok that his parents don’t tolerate him. That’s fine. All he needs is acceptance. They’ve kept him home. Provide him with food. That’s all he needs. And he has a stable environment.
I get annoyed when bloggers don’t post at least three times a week. I’m going to start boycotting blogs that post only once every few weeks. That boycott goes into effect on Monday.
I'm upset that Trent didn't invite me to his birthday party. So what I'm all the way across the country?
Unleash your shade.
I have this incredible idea for an HIV prevention campaign. I just don’t know how to start with getting organizations to see it and want to provide some funds to make it. I’m tired of seeing these ads with depressing faces of men with HIV and am tired of seeing the same ads with “wear a condom” it’s becoming in many ways annoying. I understand the urgency for getting tested, but please stop trying to insert fear into people’s minds.
I think I might have met another guy. We’re talking. I call him Sir Intellectual. I’ve talked about The Christian, a former crush of mines, but I wont talk about Sir Intellectual he too reads my blog, so I wont talk about him…not yet anyways.
I think this summer I’m going to look at my image more carefully. This summer I will spend $30 extra dollars on those DKNY jeans, and $15 extra dollars on that nice Ralph Lauren shirt. I will. Thanks Marz.
I miss working for Keith Boykin. I only worked as his assistant for a short period of time, but I learned so much for him.
I love Jasmyne Cannick. Gosh, I don’t even know that woman, yet I know I love her.
I’m interviewing Maurice Jamal regarding his upcoming film B Boy Blues. I’m excited.
One of my teachers told me that she enjoys reading my work because I’m so aggressive with what I say and don’t make light of the fact that I’m a culture critic. I get a long with her. She too is a conservative.
I’m getting annoyed with the way Jared’s parents are treating him. But one thing Jared needs to know that it’s ok that his parents don’t tolerate him. That’s fine. All he needs is acceptance. They’ve kept him home. Provide him with food. That’s all he needs. And he has a stable environment.
I get annoyed when bloggers don’t post at least three times a week. I’m going to start boycotting blogs that post only once every few weeks. That boycott goes into effect on Monday.
I'm upset that Trent didn't invite me to his birthday party. So what I'm all the way across the country?
Unleash your shade.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Recent Keyword Activity
I checked my statcounter and these are some of the searches people look for and end up on my website.
selling virginity
shawn dildo
marz is gay
the beautiful boys blog
feminine boys
are gays going to hell?
uncut penises
darryl stephens penis
unleash your shade.
selling virginity
shawn dildo
marz is gay
the beautiful boys blog
feminine boys
are gays going to hell?
uncut penises
darryl stephens penis
unleash your shade.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
What is love?
I never been IN love, but I have been in infatuation. But I have yet to experience this feeling. I'm not in any rush to experience love either, but I want to know...
...what does love mean to you?
Unleash your shade.
...what does love mean to you?
Unleash your shade.
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