Yes, I know.

School, how nice? I’m failing one of my classes. Or so I think I’m failing one of my classes. Gosh, I can’t believe this. I think its part in fact because I’m dedicating so much time to work and my writing. I think that’s it. Not only that I’m working on a short film and I don’t feel like I’m getting any assistance and I go into production in two weeks! I’m really nervous. Last summer, I think I did a sloppy job at being organized, but this time even though I’m four and a half hours away from the city, I’m doing my best to rearrange things here.

I have this incredible idea for an HIV prevention campaign. I just don’t know how to start with getting organizations to see it and want to provide some funds to make it. I’m tired of seeing these ads with depressing faces of men with HIV and am tired of seeing the same ads with “wear a condom” it’s becoming in many ways annoying. I understand the urgency for getting tested, but please stop trying to insert fear into people’s minds.

I think I might have met another guy. We’re talking. I call him Sir Intellectual. I’ve talked about The Christian, a former crush of mines, but I wont talk about Sir Intellectual he too reads my blog, so I wont talk about him…not yet anyways.

I think this summer I’m going to look at my image more carefully. This summer I will spend $30 extra dollars on those DKNY jeans, and $15 extra dollars on that nice Ralph Lauren shirt. I will. Thanks Marz.

I miss working for Keith Boykin. I only worked as his assistant for a short period of time, but I learned so much for him.

I love Jasmyne Cannick. Gosh, I don’t even know that woman, yet I know I love her.

I’m interviewing Maurice Jamal regarding his upcoming film B Boy Blues. I’m excited.

One of my teachers told me that she enjoys reading my work because I’m so aggressive with what I say and don’t make light of the fact that I’m a culture critic. I get a long with her. She too is a conservative.

I’m getting annoyed with the way Jared’s parents are treating him. But one thing Jared needs to know that it’s ok that his parents don’t tolerate him. That’s fine. All he needs is acceptance. They’ve kept him home. Provide him with food. That’s all he needs. And he has a stable environment.

I get annoyed when bloggers don’t post at least three times a week. I’m going to start boycotting blogs that post only once every few weeks. That boycott goes into effect on Monday.

I'm upset that Trent didn't invite me to his birthday party. So what I'm all the way across the country?

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